How can i told this kind of feeling? missing someone who doesn't know me, or even just look at me. this feeling up again. please be nice i want being like this. it's like i wanna throw everything from my head. :(
Tuesday, December 31, 2013
Monday, December 30, 2013
Someone who most i loved
hey it's already a long time since my last time write my blog.
now, i want share for all of you guys who i really most loved :)
Have you like an artist like a die hard fans?
okey let's start my story^^
It's my first time being like this, love someone like wanna die. never meet him, never talk with him, and he doesnt know who i am, maybe he isn't know that i'm alive in this world. how sad is it? but i really love him, he change my life style, i became a better person because of him. Just prepare my self if someday i can meet him eventhough just for taking a picture or etc.
I never read a bible everyday even just a month. when i know that he get closer with someone who have a same job like him and she's have a good character, read a bible everyday, pray before do activity. I just realize if i must do better that her. I must more more and more better than her if i want to be with him. it just all that i was thinking about and after that i always pray and read a bible everyday, before a go to sleep and i want became a better person, maybe this what God want from me. He wants me to get closer with Him that's way He used my idol to changed my habit. I know when God always have a great way for His children and now I always spend my time to get a contact with Jesus.
The last is i believe if someday i will get married with my Idol and i want this blog be a witness of my behind story before i got a married. Believe in Jesus will never makes you disappointed that't what i believe now. too much feel miracle from Him and I know Jesus will never makes He children embarrassed.
I just want when i got a married with my idol and open this blog again, i just can smile and say "Jesus know what His Children want" that's all. Im nothing without my Jesus. really love him.
now, i want share for all of you guys who i really most loved :)
Have you like an artist like a die hard fans?
okey let's start my story^^
It's my first time being like this, love someone like wanna die. never meet him, never talk with him, and he doesnt know who i am, maybe he isn't know that i'm alive in this world. how sad is it? but i really love him, he change my life style, i became a better person because of him. Just prepare my self if someday i can meet him eventhough just for taking a picture or etc.
I never read a bible everyday even just a month. when i know that he get closer with someone who have a same job like him and she's have a good character, read a bible everyday, pray before do activity. I just realize if i must do better that her. I must more more and more better than her if i want to be with him. it just all that i was thinking about and after that i always pray and read a bible everyday, before a go to sleep and i want became a better person, maybe this what God want from me. He wants me to get closer with Him that's way He used my idol to changed my habit. I know when God always have a great way for His children and now I always spend my time to get a contact with Jesus.
The last is i believe if someday i will get married with my Idol and i want this blog be a witness of my behind story before i got a married. Believe in Jesus will never makes you disappointed that't what i believe now. too much feel miracle from Him and I know Jesus will never makes He children embarrassed.
I just want when i got a married with my idol and open this blog again, i just can smile and say "Jesus know what His Children want" that's all. Im nothing without my Jesus. really love him.
Wednesday, December 18, 2013
Disturbing Phobia
I dont know how to tell my friends. i think its too excessive, they just will let this thing go. but i really cant let go this thing. i just hope i can forget all about this and started to be brave, but i know need time to forget and be brave, because when i want to forget this thing, this animal always remembering me. How tired being like this. just like a crazy people, too much afraid of something :(
This is the first thing or animal. that i really really really... afraid. how annoying this phobia (Herpetophobia). i dont know how this phobia was started but when start stayed in BSD. This phobia was started. Really annoying how i was afraid do anything in my house even when my friends around me. I always look everything when i want do something and i never open my room even in one second. before i thought this phobia will never disturbing my life, but in two days ago really this afraid is gain and really annoyed me, and i dont know how people can understand this feeling.
Monday, November 25, 2013
What is Love?
What is LOVE?
1 Corinthians 13 : 4-8
Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues,they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away.
Tuesday, November 19, 2013
Hello this my first experience post a blogger, because before for me blogger was really weird. x)
Now, I want share a song, this song i always listen when i was missing someone! :)
All I hear is raindrops
Falling on the rooftop
Oh baby tell me why'd you have to go
Cause this pain I feel
It won't go away
And today I'm officially missing you
I thought that from this heartache
I could escape
But I fronted long enough to know
There ain't no way
And today
I'm officially missing you
Oh can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I'm officially
All I do is lay around
Two ears full tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don't even know you at all
I don't know you at all
Well I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it's safe to say baby safe to say
That I'm officially missing you
Oh can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I'm officially
Well I thought I could just get over you baby
But I see that's something I just can't do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can't find a way
To let go of you
It's official
You know that I'm missing you
Yeah yes
All I hear is raindrops
And I'm officially missing you
Now, I want share a song, this song i always listen when i was missing someone! :)
OFFICIALLY MISSING YOU
All I hear is raindrops
Falling on the rooftop
Oh baby tell me why'd you have to go
Cause this pain I feel
It won't go away
And today I'm officially missing you
I thought that from this heartache
I could escape
But I fronted long enough to know
There ain't no way
And today
I'm officially missing you
Oh can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I'm officially
All I do is lay around
Two ears full tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don't even know you at all
I don't know you at all
Well I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it's safe to say baby safe to say
That I'm officially missing you
Oh can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I'm officially
Well I thought I could just get over you baby
But I see that's something I just can't do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can't find a way
To let go of you
It's official
You know that I'm missing you
Yeah yes
All I hear is raindrops
And I'm officially missing you
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